I am in need of a cleansing or healing I unsure of how to explain it but there has been something following me from the age of 12 I am now 23 years old and am turning 24 in September. What happens is that I’ll be sleeping and in a couple of instances I woke up out of a deep sleep and I could hear the alarm clocks stations changing faintly on the side table of my bed. Then, something happens to me. The room turns dark and this black figure will be lurched over me or standing near me by the bed. While it isn’t always visible, it will hold me down to the point where I can only thrash my head around and kick my feet slightly. I can’t scream I can barely get anything to come out of my mouth so I say a prayer and command it to leave and it will after a moment.
Sometimes it will happen every night for weeks and sometimes it happens once every 3-4 months. Usually when I move somewhere it’s like it can’t find me but it always does. The most recent was Sunday night. I have only lived in my new apartment a little over a month ago before I moved from my last apartment that was down a few blocks where I currently live. It found me after 4 months of living here. I was sleeping on my stomach and all the sudden I woke up to what I perceived was my head getting pushed into my pillow and then being held down. When it holds me down, it’s like it’s trying to take me and there are times when I give up the fight and let it begin to actually take me away. Everything gets darker and then I quickly start to fight again, saying a prayer and all the sudden it will leave. Afterwards I am exhausted. I feel like all my energy has been drained.
I have been told that it must be sleep paralysis but I can move. In one instance I was up to get some water and use the restroom then 5-10 min. later it happened. This scares me very badly and I just want it to go away for good. I am open to any suggestions you might have for me at this time
Kristiina said this on February 25, 2010 at 4:00 am
What was the first experience like with this ‘being’? I need to know what occurred during this first time to really understand why this ‘being’ is haunting you.
Ask Vickie said this on February 25, 2010 at 9:38 am
The first time that I can remember was when I was 12 years old. I was having a sleep over with a friend and she was sleeping on the top level of the bunk bed and my sister who was 6 years old was sleeping beside me on the bottom bunk that folded down from a futon to a big queen bed. At this point in time things were really bad between my step dad (Who was an addict) and my mother (Who suffers with severe depression amongst other things. I don’t know how much detail you need but if you need more let me know.) For some reason just like all the other times, I woke up in the middle of the night. Wide awake and alert. The bedroom door was open and there was light from street laps shining into the bedroom though the blinds. While I was looking around the bedroom I started to feel uneasy and frightened. The room got darker and then I felt something very faintly touching the blanket by my legs. I wasn’t sure what to do really or what to think and I was too scared to move at this point. Then it pushed down on my legs so firmly that the mattress pushed down. What is so different about this time is that it was the only time that I haven’t been completely immobilized by it. I started to scream sprang out of the bed. By then my mother came to see what the matter was. Within that small time it was gone. Too make this incident even stranger. A few nights later my mom had a similar experience while she was sleeping on the couch in the living room.
I promise I am not the kind of person who says things just to say them. I am really embarrassed that I haven’t done anything about this problem when it first started. I think at the point in time it was easier for me to make up an excuse about what was happening so that my mind could make sense of it all. I’m currently a full time student as well as work full time. I would love to be able to sleep without being terrorized in the middle of the night. It’s not like it happens 365 days out of the year however it’s frequent enough to cause alarm. Thank you for taking the time to view this. It really means a lot to me.
Kristiina said this on February 25, 2010 at 11:46 pm
Your response on your first visit when it first showed up helped a lot. This is going on more and more, and it has nothing to do with ghosts. Or dead people visiting.
Here is a Q & A emailed me for my radio show.
2. Julianna George from Wendover, NV.
I’ve been noticing that there are visitors showing up in my bedroom at night. They try to get into my bed, and it feels like they want to possess me. Do you know who they are?
V. I first noticed this myself about 3 months ago. I’ve attributed these visits to the ‘thinning’ of energy barriers which are allowing others to come into our dimensions. I’ve actually had two encounters now.
In the first one I was sleeping and woke up to notice that part of my foot was inside another ‘dimension’ or energy and that a male being was sneaking up on me. His hand was outstretched and poised to grab the part on his side and pull me over to him. I pretended that I was asleep but slowly and steadily moved my foot back on my ‘side’ of the energy. He was not happy about my getting my foot out of his reach but he left.
The second one was a little over a month ago. Again I was sleeping and I became aware of someone sitting on the other side of the bed, and then trying to get under the blankets. I pushed against them and they were not solid like we are. I pushed them again and they pushed me. So I sat up and looked. It was a woman with black hair in either a delicate dress or a nightgown. She tried to sit perfectly still hoping I wouldn’t see her.
I pushed on her to get off the bed and she wouldn’t leave. Finally I felt her leave and I’m sure she came back after I fell asleep and touched me. But she wasn’t up to mischief.
JULIANN GEORGE AGAIN.
Oh my gosh! I think I’ve had a similar experience with a similar visitor. She was not nice. Do you have any idea what is going on?
V. I want to call it the thinning of dimensions, but there are times I wonder if it is the ‘changing’ of the energy. That it is lighter and clearer and it allowing us and others to share the same space.
Kristiina do you know how to use energy at all? Where I’m going with this is the place you live needs to be ‘grounded’. This is the process of actually removing energy out of a space and set it to a new vibration. Which clears a lot of this ‘going on’ stuff. Another thing is you can’t be afraid.
One of my students about 2 wks ago had a male visitor that kept trying to get into her bed. She was getting ready for the night and ‘noticed’ him making a beeline for her bed. She tried a couple of ‘energy’ punches on him, but it didn’t work. She finally had to result to calling in another being, a guide, to help her. Let me know about the energy work. If you don’t know how I can do it remotely.
Where do you live?
Ask Vickie said this on February 26, 2010 at 8:14 am